This absolutely, positively IS a cult. If it isn't, I don't know what is...
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there is simply no proper or honorable way to leave the cult.
period.
to leave is to fail, to die, to be defeated by evil.
This absolutely, positively IS a cult. If it isn't, I don't know what is...
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it felt good!
i took that huge plastic bin that contained multiple copies of all the books given out by the society, all the old wt and awake's that i had, the year books, etc..... and threw into the city dump.
my boyfriend thought i should maybe bring the literature back to them and i said "hell no.... so they can give it out to more innocent people.. he agreed.
Good for you Tak! You don't need that negativity hanging around.
I remember when I threw all mine out as well...it felt so good. Like the weight of the world lifted off my shoulders. Every little bit of it. Made me feel free.
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do you think long and hard before deciding on a course of action or are you impulsive??
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I usually think things thru. The exception to this is when matters of the heart are involved, I have been quite impulsive.
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this is part 2 of my journey out.
part 1can be found here.. .
choosing madness.
Thank you once again for sharing! Your story is so interesting. I am looking forward to hearing the rest of it. I'm so sorry for your pain.
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some posters i realise have an affinity towards spirits!!
i am fussy at times about what i drink and with whom i drink it.
personnaly, my favorite is jack daniels black label.
I am a red wine girl. I love a glass (or few!) of rich, full bodied wine...mmm. I think I will go have one...
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p.s. I always got into too much trouble drinking Jack...I'm a wild one!
hey it's been awhile since i've left--almost 5 years now!
i haven't visited this site for quite a while now.
i was never dfd, but i have little contact with anything to do with jws.
I left about 12 years ago and not once have I ever gotten a call or a visit. Not that I want one, I am just sayin...
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this post has gotten quite long so i decided to break it up into at least two sections.
i hope it doesnt come across as rambling.
i should start with a confession: it was my smurf that walked out of the kingdom hall in the early 80's.
Hello and welcome! Please post the rest of your story, it's fascinating!
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i was when i had an affair , but this elders pioneer daughter told me she understood why i had done it , i was feeling dreadfull and so guilt ridden but he said i should through myself at my hubs feet and beg forgiveness from him and had i lived 2000 years ago i would have been stoned to death !
the strange thing is a few years later this elder told me he had feelings for me , but he was married and old enough to be my dad , although i liked him as a person by then and had forgotten what he had said to me about being stoned to death, i was a bit annoyed that he told me not to tell anyone ,and yet was telling other people to tattle tale on others , i know he felt really bad about his feelings though and i did feel sorry for him , but asked him not to visit anymore as it made me feel guilty towards his wife , maybe it was gods way of getting him to see things from a wrong doers point of view ,as he had a reputation for being very harsh on wrong doers (like myself) maybe he makes a better elder nowadays after that insight , or maybe they think i was sent by satan to seduce a pioneer and an elder !
No, I actually haven't heard of this before!! How awful it would be to hear this. I thought this was supposed to be a loving organization? Total BS. I can just see it though, people think they are privledged to be a part of this org. so that take this as "loving councel" and work really hard to be back in Jeh's favour. Please, what a joke!
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my little sister called me just now.
exciting news - stop the presses - her husband has been made an elder.
she is 27 and he is 26... is that not a little young to be an elder?
My step brother is 23 and well on his way to being an elder any day now...it's a friggin joke!!
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been thinking and painting today.. anyway, my mind started wandering and settled onto this: being born in has made me more understanding of people since i woke up from the cult.
i came here, met a bunch of other born-in peeps who immediately understood.
we have all kinda branched out in different directions.
I completely agree Dinah!
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